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un pequeño ensayo sin terminar

Y antes de que lo digan, esta en ingles por mamon....

besitos...



The moment of now

Why is it that everyone around me feels so lonely, everyone, everywhere, all the time, any time, here, now.
If there´s something that is uniting us at the moment its loneliness
Its so absurd that out of necessity we have been joined together by this coming of age, turn of the century feeling of incompleteness....
but if there´s a pain that we share then how come we feel alone??? or do we feel alone to feel complete???
the sadness that binds us.

i am starting to believe lately that intelligent people are the first ones to have problems with their surroundings like some kind of inexplicable mass schizophrenia that eventually will pass on to the less (un) fortunate simplistic unanalytical people.

So, is loneliness a new communication skill???, some kind of filter that lets us differentiate the intelligent from the average?

melancholy is another example, its good to fill sad as long as its something as beautiful as melancholy, so we might call it the intelligent sadness, instead of the beautiful sadness, you no longer feel sad because something is wrong, you feel sad because you choose to feel like that, enjoying the possibility of the bliss-full moment your return to happiness might bring

Intelligent people (obviously) have much more control of there life, or at least they have more possibilities to happiness, but they constantly choose not to choose happiness, because that makes them feel incomplete, underestimated, but above all things, it makes them feel NORMAL, because once you live in happiness there isn't much work to do, you have reached a maximum level which any average person can reach

so??? is it an evolutionary filter that unites intelligent people with intelligent people???

average people don´t accept the fact that there exists a beautiful sadness, they hate sadness, they even deny it, and enforce an image of constant happiness, and its more than something that is frown upon in society, after all society is always a mirror image of our hopes, errors, lies,