pertenencia

antes de que empiezen....posteo en ingles porque lo voy a postear en otros lados y que hueva traducir, asi que si no saben ingles(como algunas personas con "autoridad") se chingan.


Is happiness the meaning of life???
I have never ever (well once) been happy in my life, not that i am miserable (well once, same person) but there has always been things in my life that cant let me be, well happy.....so does my life have no meaning then???

Lately i have started to think, (yes its working again), that the true meaning of life (at least for humans) is simpler, and much more beatiful.....................
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belonging

Belonging to someone, to a group, to your family, to a band, to a corporation, it doesnt matter to what, now, i have always thought (well not always, but since i was 17) that the best way to understand humans is to translate our behavior to animals (which are in simpler) and then by understanding the reason why they act then you obtain the logical reason for human behaivor, lets not forget that we are more instinct than we (with our supossed super brains) think.



.......................o sorry i was going somewhere else, again.........
So.......i have always had a difficult time belonging, i have never been able to answer why, maybe its because i tend to analayze too much everything and anything...anyway......to me, the only thing that has worked thru the years is simply one on one relationships, where i can get part of what i give (giving without expecting to recieve is being selfish with yourself) i hate large crowds, i hate semi friends...
except in the net, where friends work like collecting coins in a videogame, or some kinda of tomagotchi where the goal is to meet someone in person.....isnt it??

as always i am talking about a million things and im not been focused, but well, tell me what you think about all of this......comment comment!!!!